the dream is gone. and I have become comfortably numb.


“I can’t explain, you would not understand.” 

I don’t think anyone will ever understand how it feels like to feel so much all the time. How I can be totally alright one second, and just be totally crushed the next.. for no apparent reason at all. Is it normal to feel an overwhelming sense of sadness for no reason at all? Because I do.

In no way am I trying to romanticize depression, or just generally sadness. Why would I voluntarily choose sadness over being happy? Why? But I just am this way.. and sometimes I do feel like I have to hide the fact that I do think a lot, and I do feel a lot, just so people won’t feel heavy around me.. 


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